I didn't expect today to be difficult, after all it is just a Thursday. I got terrible sleep and tossed and turned all night long. I woke up crying only there were no tears coming down my face. Strange. I think my anxiety about tomorrow is just growing. I would like to think I have full control of it but in reality I really don't. What will be, will be. I am just going to go along for the ride. I decided when I opened my eyes this morning that I was just going to stay in bed all day. I haven't yet done that. Not even on the worst of days. Instead, I picked up my phone and checked my email as I ritually do and waiting in my inbox was a message from our lovely photographer with a video that she put together for me and D. I love random surprises...especially the ones that give me hope and make me smile when sometimes I feel like my smiles have all run out.
Photography and video by Deanna Roy
Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.
~ Dr. Seuss